Don’t Fear Auras, KNOW THEM

I am so grateful my neurologist clued me in on what were my auras, what were not, what were seizures- and my neurosurgeon was able to take the first set of the worst ones out in my 2nd brain surgery, then 3rd awake brain surgery. My Mayo Hospital in Phoenix, AZ always continues to strive to give you a GREAT Quality of life, if not more.

Blessings.

In His Grip,

Heather/Hetty

To God be the Glory, Honor, Praise.

Never Again-Mayo Clinic in Jacksonville, FL

It used to be due to several cruel people, really. But this one truly took the cake. No one can take someone (for example, myself), who has conquered so many health battles in life, and in turn use those same health battles against me. What I am referring to when I say this? The horrific “Special Notes” written in a biased and untruthful manner by Dr. Kristine M Thompson (a physician in the Mayo Clinic Emergency Room in Jacksonville, FL).

This place lacks dignity, care, testing, solutions, strategies. The core of the problem is the amount of staff, next problem, the type of staff.

We can all go back in 2003 and discuss…what I went thru, what my neurologist from Mayo in PHOENIX AZ… went thru without a wink- TO SAVE ME…. But I do not take judgements from ED people, who haven’t chosen a specialty- who don’t stay true to their patients….. and who do not bring up your history charts to see that you have never once sought out pain medication in your lifetime. Been in excruciating pain that my… MY doctors, no- MY SPECIALISTS in Phoenix, AZ Fight and test, and fight, and retest until everything is exhausted…. Then pick up again and start over.

So, in a move I think anyone would agree was a very well-reasoned, we decided on Jacksonville, FL – which so happens to have a large Mayo Clinic minutes from our new home. We all agreed that having Mayo Clinic so convenient and close to my house in Florida would help this pain disaster. Until we GOT back, we didn’t figure but a second round for pain treatment would be needed for my ferocious pain here at the JACKSONVILLE MAYO AND  will be traveling back to the REAL MAYO- at Mayo in Phoenix, AZ…. since no one here calls back, and no one here tests or cares. Which is totally ok, I’ve ALWAYS LOVED THE ONE IN PHOENIX…. I named my cat after it. I had all 3 brain surgeries there and more. And they push on. Respect.

We HAD to go back to the ED in hopes these people, like Dr. Braggs, or really more off Dr. Thompson were just living nightmares, that may have repeated more than once or twice, but it could have just been their foul weather here, their bad short stocked nights, or really in fact, that they were just as horrifying as they really came across each and every time???! I give people more than second chances, right!!?? Well…. Dr K Thompsom belittled me in my pain, and discomfort to the point I was already nauseous from pain- but she threw it out of proportion. Judging me WHY I REALLY was there, what for, and she would control what medication to prescribe – which I don’t have necessarily true allergic reactions to, but rather can have sensitive reactions to that defeat the purpose of the medication.

Did Dr. Thompson EVER read my 13 year devoted chart to Mayo, at least Mayo in Phoenix and Rochester? NO. She would have seen I invested as much time, energy, money, trust, and health into MY docs, that she had zero idea where I was standing today in life. She has poor judgment and clarity… For that should not be “caring” for anyone. As for hers isn’t just a rainy day. Her additude is every night and day.

So due to Braggs, John, many others and of course, Dr. Kristine M Thompson, I will fly 3000 miles and back every week before I EVER drive 3 exits to see them ever again. The facility as a whole is disrespectful. There is zero care of your concerns… You are just a number at THIS MAYO IN JACKSONVILLE, FL…. THE REASON people in the Midwest to the West Coast NEVER HAVE HEARD A PEEP ABOUT THIS MAYO. The reason THIS MAYO even runs a LITTLE DIFFERENT SHIP and has its own “secondary” number as opposed to just the ONE Clinic number.
The Mayo in Jacksonville, FL won’t end here… Neither will Dr. Kristine M Thompson. This is when things just begin. And you just wish you would have thought twice about NOT BEING IN THE MAYO SYSTEM OF RESPECT, INTEGRGRITY, NON-judgmental of your patients…. Like the Mayo in Phoenix, Scottsdale, AZ…. And Rochestser and all sister hospitals in MN. You have truly begun a nightmare Miss Kristine Thompson…. Unless you know how to apologize, admit failure, face to face and on paper work in the next 90 days…. You have so much to answer. I will be there. But you owe all, ALL OF MY WESTERNIZED MAYO’s SORRY’s. We live a bit different sharp life in Western America- which is I guess why people look for Western medicine. Start With my neurologist, I’d be thrilled to go down a list of people you need to include Ms Thompson. As for my doctors never fade. MINE DONT….

Keep working the way you wish…. I will keep traveling THE FRIENDLY SKIES to Mayo in Phoenix, AZ….. BLESSINGS.
IN HIS TIGHT GRIP,

HEATHER J SIEBENS

8-31-15

To God be the Glory, Honor, Praise!

Proverbs 13: 13

People who despise advice will find themselves in trouble; those who respect it will succeed.

Proverbs 24:12

Don’t try to avoid responsibility by saying you didn’t know about it. For God knows ALL hearts, AND HE SEES YOU. He keeps watch over your soul, and He knows YOU KNEW!! And He will judge ALL people according to what they have done.

For Dr. Joseph F Drazkowski, Dr. B Vargas, Dr. R.S. Zimmerman, Dr.Cynthia Stonnington …. This verse below applies to you all so perfect in my heart-with so many thanks! For God has used you all as a distinct tool and continues to in this generation-yes for me!!! But Amen for ALL. Bless you all ….this is for you….

Matthew 4:24

News about Him (Jesus) spread far beyond the borders of Galilee so that the sick were coming to be healed from as far away as Syria. And whatever their illness and pain, or if they were possessed by demons, or were epileptics, or were paralyzed–HE HEALED THEM ALL.

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Out of Control Trying to Come to Control

                                    

This is the man, the doc, the neurologist at Mayo Hospital in Phoenix AZ….HE is an Epileptologist, Professor at Mayo, high ranked not just by me, but so many others. He is a son of 6, Husband, father to one beautiful daughter. He also loves to ride very nice motorcycles, and has an array quite a few. He is a very deeply caring doctor… Never wants to throw the towel in, no matter how complicated neurology is. Yet he is so loving and compassionate and fights for your rights. Not many neuros in this works like that. In fact they strain to take your drivers license away more than fight for you to have one. He is all about your quality of life being positive, or your seizure will go out of whack, and more.

I’ve been his patient since February 20, 2002 at 2:00 pm. Man when I first saw him, he looked rough like I had a lot to answer or have him to set me straight. No. He is very funny and as many on the 5th floor have named him, a teddy bear, very gentle and caring to all. 

I have been living this neck, head, forehead, eyes, nose bridridge, ears all killing me pain, off and on for months- it just exceeded worse today and even my eyesight is off- and I went to the ER here in FL to hopefully alleviate pain. It wasn’t going far, nor were my calls to this neuro at the Mayo here in FL. Out of the blue, While crying in pain at the Mayo  here I just think is in la la land here in Jacksonville, FL….I got a call from my lifetime neurologist at the Mayo in Phoenix. Says if I can clear my schedule he’ll set up all tests to figure out what to do. Cause I can’t go on like this. I’m sure trying, miserably failing. 

I truly thank God for placing Drazkowski in my life. I wouldn’t be alive today had he not been. He was a pusher for me in my over dosing days, after my ex beat me, to keep seeking God. He kept me proud I did. There just aren’t many like this out there. His poor voice crackled to my tears…. We go so far back like we are blood related, uncle and niece….and he fears losing me. He has a heart no neurologist has- zero. And should have every award under the moon. My life is only sane and grounded and livable thru Draz. I sure thank Jesus for him in every life he is part of. He changes lives and health for the good, never to give up. These are the moments I can hold onto hope still….. I am blessed.

Bless you all…

From my journey to yours!

Heather/Hetty Siebens 

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Pain Out of Control

I still try to be goofy me, no matter how much pain I am in.

But this has been very outrageous.

Ever since I got here to FL it has all been on fire. My neck kills in pain, runs up to my head, my ears, my eyes…. and when there was brief relief-it was extreme body pain. Didn’t ever seem to matter what medication I took-what infusion I got-it was never getting better. We are now on month #2- God only knows how many doctor appointments, how many horrific ER visits here in the south-wonderful Mayo Clinic-but day and night from mine in AZ. It somehow actually became humorous thru it all. But this just isn’t ending. I will be up past 4 AM almost every night due to crazy pain making it unable to fall asleep- so language is a bit altered from that and short term memory. It is just so so frustrating. And everyone always wants to write it off as Fibromyalgia. Always. There is just more to it. Much more. It’s fine to have “that” too…. but there is more to this when your brain has been resected three times. More has to be dug into. But Lord, we wouldn’t want to go to far, now would we.??? Thank you Obama…. no matter how great your insurance is- how amazing your tests are- it still boils down to how much more do we have to do?? In 2002, 2003, 2004, 2005, 2006, 2007, 2008, 2009, 2010 even 2011 and 2012 were okay? They’d do everything from the moon and back. But things began to get a bit harder. Less in depth. And hard part is- this is the worst pain I’ve had ever. What test is this dear Lord?

I try my best to remain positive. Active. Loving. In Love with my family and Jesus. But wow can I fall apart. It’s just truth of the matter. I push myself so hard to see life from other people’s shoes. My friend Alissa just went thru bone marrow transplant, another friend another drastic surgery for cancer-still in ICU months later…. my friend Ashley who has epilepsy who deals with daily stress with seizures- with her adorable young kiddos. And my friend Mary who has dealt with hard cards for several big illnesses, yet has it in her to look up so much info for me one late night. This is God.  And thank you Cathy for the 4 hour talk….. we sure were able to connect and vent such similarities!!! I am blessed in these ways- and hanging on… but wow- am I ever in pain.

My husband and daughter have hearts beyond the moon. As if they are standing in Heaven with Jesus. Christian looked up info where a lot made sense. Perhaps it is the Gluten in food. We will try that. I just don’t know if that is what is affecting these quick come on’s with my neck, head, ears, face pain. It is so hard to talk it hurts so bad. But I do. I can’t go without that. I press on. I love you Jefferey for driving me home last night cause I whimped out at your house finally- I just talked to much. I have a limit. You are blessed Alissa.

I truly thank God for you all. You all always have so many kind words- uplifting for me. I know I don’t say enough. It has just been so hard. I am trying. This blog is an amazing step. It is just very hard. Feels like my neck is broken. Funny thing is…. our new home- we live on Neck Rd. Now isn’t that ironic. Does God get a kick out of these things, or what.

I am sure praying people aren’t feeling like this- that maybe for once my prayer to take on other’s pain came true… cause it is a lot. I couldn’t imagine worse right now. But I sure know it is out there- that is the scary part. I am always proven that. For those words- I am praying for you all. You will touch so many lives.

All I can say is I try to stop crying and keep my head up… so to say…. and know I am not alone….

So much love and prayers to you all… I am never far away…. text, call, skype, message.

In His Love,

Heather/Hetty Siebens

Joshua 1:9
“This is my command—be strong and courageous! Do not be afraid or discouraged. For the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.”

Matthew 4:24

News about Him spread far beyond the borders of Galilee so that the sick were soon coming to be healed from as far away as Syria. And whatever their illness and pain, or if they were possessed by demons, or were EPILEPTICS, or were paralyzed-he healed them all! NLT

13 years still counting

I am only still counting my years around this earth, because of this team right here. Twelve years ago, without these two, I wouldn’t be sitting here typing still. She is my angelic daughter who kept me fighting for more, for life, for us. He is my miracle doc, feels more like family that cares than just any title of doctor. He is my epileptologist, my mentor, my earthly savior, my neurologist who also helped guide me to my brain surgeries, off wrong medications, on right ones- yet listens to my thoughts and feelings on them. Dr. Joseph Francis Drazkowski…. my miracle.
It was 12 years ago I had quite a few overdosings. Just several parked me into the Mayo Hospital to make sure I’d come out of it all ok. This one was following a tonic clonic seizure…. so I had extra phenobarbital to swish down. It was just more frustration in life- OD’ing was my answer.
I was searching for Jesus still at Cornerstone here in Chandler, AZ…. I just hadn’t quite connected yet. It was so hard. So my filler of the void was to numb my pain with as much Phenobarbital as I had. A very strong anti-convulsant- first one truly created for anti seizures back in 1912. When I would see my neurologist I would feel so bad- he never made me feel that way- probably why I did. He had such a heart- still does. Kept pushing to fix me- knowing that I wanted to be fixed. I just was really struggling from my ex beating me 2 months after my 1st brain surgery… so he knew to figure out a plan. My July 23rd OD and hospitalization was my 2nd one with Mayo that year- I yet had one huge one to come that changed my life, and my medication.
He always has answers and plans. He and my others neurologist Dr Bert Vargas are quite the team. They have me going in, ironically the same day I went in July 12 years ago… only I am going into the hospital just for 3 hours- to infuse pain medication into my system-3 different types, in hopes that 3 hours of infusion for 3 days will rid this horrific pain I have in my head-two exact spots for 2 months that don’t ever go away-and never change spots. Just horrific pain. So praying it subsides. Also having a MRA done- which is a long intense type of MRI- showing in depth pictures of the brain-to make sure I don’t have aneurysms, stroke, bleeding, etc…. It is on my “good” side of my head- non surgical side. So we will see what all this does. My neuro, Drazkowski is talking about doing an EEG as well… even though I know humidity is the cause of my seizures- but we will see.
I am in a much better situation than I was 12 years ago. The best husband, daughter, family, and doctor…. all that helped me find Christ that year. Amen…..

Love to you all…

Much Love

Hetty Siebens

1 Corinthians 1:3 May God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ give you grace and peace.

Joshua 1:9
This is my command—be strong and courageous! Do not be afraid or discouraged. For the Lord your God is with you wherever you go

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Blessed

This is my other amazing neurologist at Mayo Clinic Hospital…in Phoenix, AZ…. Dr. Bert B. Vargas. This man rocks not just how he does his work, but his attitude is like a real friendship, caring soul who pushes all cards to make EVERYTHING happen for his patients.

I flew into Phoenix in the middle of my vacation in FLORIDA, to see him for my normal injections. But the scheduler didn’t have me set up for both, just the Botox one. Which has ALMOST always done great work on my surgical site on my head from all 3 of my brain surgeries. But I’ve had a couple mighty failures when this DOC wasn’t the one able to do it. And price was paid. So we had hilarious stories to share starting with my drama or the last one I had by someone else that made me visit the ER at least 5 times from however she did it wrong. This doc knows my surgical area, where to put more and less, and gentleness. Then when found out I was not scheduled for the nerve block, he told me to hang tight in the waiting area, see what cancellations come up, or short appointments! I was more then willing, otherwise he had me booked pronto for the next morning at 7:30.

He came running out to bring me back, excited he could do it all in one day, little time. We both are just so humbled and honored by the other-which makes it all so much more amazing. The docs I have there that care like that-Him and Dr. Joseph F Drazkowski, I will never part with until both retire- no matter which Mayo I live closest to!

These are the types of neurologists of all types you should have. The caring ones that know you by name, and history. These people are people that matter and receive more than 5 stars in my life!!!

Blessings to you all….any questions….I am always open!

Blessings,

Hetty Siebens

All Smiles

 

 

I had an amazing appointment with my awesome neurologist Dr. Joseph F. Drazkowski at Mayo Hospital here in Phoenix, AZ. I was able to walk in with such cheer and smiles… which comforted HIM BIG-after we hugged he was able to sit down in relief!! Relief of no seizures this time!! No awful side effects or loss of sight or memory etc. It is honestly amazing how much the doctors heart truly is in it for the patients as well-which we always need to remember. I have seen this awesome neurologist for over 8 years, been thru so many “answers” together, that didn’t fall thru-yet we kept pushing forward, as Drazkowski knew we’d find an answer! He always had great positivity, and I am ever so grateful!!

We were able to share stories of what was going on in the eight weeks of recovery for me. What all I was doing. How quick I recovered. How exciting this is. Compared it to the 2 prior resections, in amazement!! We shared time with family during holidays- (which is always a fun story!!) He loves to see if I do make it thru family SEIZURE FREE!! We all know that can be stressful!!! I sure do!! It was great talks of past times I was so thankful for- Jesus guiding me to call him the night I overdosed so much I shouldn’t be here. He very much took care of that. This is one neurologist that truly never gives up on anything. Which is why when Obamacare begins to light up, and will show any change in seeing him, or his pay-anything… my blood begins to boil!!

So to end our talk about that… Obamacare-and how all the docs at Mayo would like him to kindly change his mind and focus on happiness of foreign countries or getting oil prices back down, whatever… he had to show me one of the new annoying implemented papers for it…. AT EVERY APPOINTMENT I am supposed to sign this paper that yaps about how many times the doc washed his hands-TWICE, answered questions, had on jacket- etc…. etc.. Even have a nurse that scopes the floors to interrupt and ask herself to double-check, like a cold call. Just thought this was ridiculous! People know how to call Patient Care, and my neurologist took care of me with one complaint I had about the doc prior him one time two years ago!! This is childish.

I have grown up… haven’t you? More paper, more trees, more trash. God only knows what this will do with the Obamacare even more.

Either which way, without it fully in control, last Tuesday, I had a marvelous follow-up with my neurologist Dr. Drazkowksi, who means the world in neurology, psychology, and care to me. I will not gamble that!! The White House looks like they need repetitive letters!!

Blessings all!! Pray you all are well!! Those who aren’t– Mayo is amazing!!!

In His Love,

Heather Siebens  @AliveinMe  @EpilepsyCures

 

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Heather’s Epilepsy Journey- THE RESECTION #3 AWAKE

What a day to remember…I think I’ll call it the HALO day.

Heather had her awake brain surgery today. The morning started out very well..she slept soundly through the night and we had a nice morning together before she was rolled into pre-op. Her mood was outstanding. She was excited, giddy and intypical Heather fashion full of dry humor. At 9:30am they let me kiss her goodbye and off she went..ready for the journey she has been wanted for over 5 years.

As I tweeted about her..the outpouring of prayers, texts and emails was inspiring. I apologize for not getting back to each of you personally..but I lost count somewhere around 100 messages. God has blessed us and we cannot begin to express what your friendship means to our family. Each of you are a true gift from heaven.

After a 3:30 surgery I was summoned by the nurses to meet with Dr. Zimmerman. Dr. Z was optimistic as to the potential outcome. He explained the procedure and in my non-technical terms..and to the best of my understanding..this is what happened.

They first put Heather under with a light sedative. Once she was asleep they positioned her on her back and turned her head all the way to the right to expose the left side of her head. Once in this postion they shaved a few portions of her head, drilled a few holes and secured a “Halo” on her head. This halo was then secured to the table so she could not move. Once this was complete they opened her skull and removed the grids that had been inserted in her brain last week. At this point they woke Heather up. There was a drape over her face and a neurologist began to test Heather’s ability to function, read, hear, see, understand etc. as Dr. Z began to identify exactly what portions could be removed. He told me he cuts the blood vessels in the Hot Spot Zones then carefully tests how much addtional brain can be removed around the Hot spots. When an activity caused Heather to stop functioning..they went no further and sucked the brain matter out that had been identified. I am sure this is WAY OFF..but like I said…this is what I got out of our 5 minute conversation. Dr. Z was concerned about her periphical vision…but other than that he thought she can through everything very well. She was joking all throughout the procedure with the Dr’s and nurses…she was a model patient. He had warned her that once she was awaken..if she “freaked out” due to the halo securing her Head in place and her inability to move..the procedure would have to be terminated. Not a chance with my girl! 😉

I got to see her a few hours later and what I discovered completely amazed me. I walked into the ICU and she was sitting up, in some pain..but NOTHING like last week. She was smiling, talking, hungry…had had not vomited one time. In all reality..she looked the same as before the surgery! We had a wonderful time together and i just was in awe. As one of our friends put it..she is Wonder Woman! I got her some food and we began to settle into the evening. We took pictures, and she even started calling and testing people…:) you can’t keep a good woman down. She was SO excited about the procedure. We did notice that she has some issues with her upper right peripheral vision..but the Dr’s seem to think that may come back in time.

Everything was perfect..until out of the blue she looked at me and started saying things that didn’t make sense..she grabbed my hand and started to have a seizure. She was “gone” for about 20 seconds..just starring and smaking her lips. This is one of her typical seizures. It made my heart sink…but then again, her body has been tramatized, she does not have any seizure meds in her system and the hospital was trying a new type of pain med she had never had before. These, combined with the fact that we knew they could not get all the Hot Spots..made it bearable.

I know we are praying for a complete seizure free life…but the goal is for her to reduce the medications and have a better quality of life so she can enjoy each day to it’s fullest and not be confined to our home. We are encouraged by what the Dr’s WERE able to remove today…we will just wait, pray and see what God has in store.

The reason why I’m calling this a HALO day is that it started with her being confined and secured to the bed…not being able to move because of her Halo. However, I know as Heather moves forward…no matter what the outcome of today..Heather will NOT be confined in this life..she is going to follow hard after God and do His plans to the best of her ability. She is going to continue to strive to by Holy for Him. The symbol for Holy is a Halo…

Heather..my hope, dream and prayer for you is that you always have a Halo over your head. You amaze me…I am so proud of you. Never give up, Always have faith and continue to be my Wonder Woman.

The journey continues…

Heather’s Epilepsy Journey Day 11

The time has come…

Let’s get ready to rumble…

Now or never…

Brain surgery or bust..

Ready or not her it comes…

I guess you get the idea. Tomorrow morning is the day Heather has waited 5 yrs to arrive. She goes into surgery around 8:00am. It will not be a simple surgery, but we have faith and complete confidence that Jesus will shine…and we will all give Him glory. I know His plans will be completed in her..I just pray those plans match up with our hopes and desires.


You would all be proud of my girl. She is excited and giddy. You would think she is getting married tomorrow not having surgery. 🙂 The only ill effects she has at this moment is withdrawl symptoms from not being on her normal meds. She is a bit shaky and is having trouble sleeping. We know these symptoms will go away after the surgery…and hopefully in the not to distant future she will have to go thru withdrawl for good since she won’t have to be on meds any longer!!! Make it so Lord! 😉


An update on my post from last night regarding her hearing issues…. Apparently she has fluid on her brain and in her inner ear. The fluid is causing sound to echo and take longer to reach her left eardrum compared to the right. so everything is in stereo…Paying that will go away after the surgery as well.


I will be here the next 48 hours and keep everyone up to date on her progress via Twitter and Facebook.


Heather and I want to thank each of you for being on this journey with us. You have made it a blessed trip and we look forward to the first day of the rest of lives tomorrow..no matter what that holds.


Where two or three are gathered..Jesus is in the midst of them. Be with us tomorrow..I want Jesus holding her hand.


We love you all….

Heather’s Epilepsy Journey Day 10

Today is a day the Lord hath made..let us rejoice and be glad in it!

Are you a procrastinator? I know many times I am…there are so many things going on in life that sometimes, or many times I say to myself..I’ll get started tomorrow. You do realize that God calls us to use everyday for His glory!

Heather posted a video today and the theme song states we should “sing until the whole world hears!” What are we to sing about? The power, amazing love and Good News of Jesus. No matter what we are going through in life, we can still rejoice and be glad in it!!!..if we know Jesus and have him in our lives. What a sad life it would be without knowing Him.

Our church recently did a series on Worship. Worship is so much more than singing..it is spending each moment sharing our love for Jesus with those around us..being Him in the flesh and “singing till the whole world hears”…

I am proud of Heather for her “Voice” in this world. she is not the greatest singer of all time..but she does spend each day doing her best to worship Jesus and she certainly does her best ot rejoice in each day.She has helped me pick up the pass in my walk with Jesus and become less of a procrastinator. She encourages me to “sing” with her..and for that I am eternally grateful. Today was a fairly good day for her. They have officially scheduled her resection surgery for Friday morning. The Dr’s believe they have the data required for the surgery. Please pray that it will be a success and that Heather will finally be free of this “thorn” she has lived with her entire life. However, no matter what happens..please pray that she will be able to rebound from the surgery and continue to impact the lives of people in her worship of Jesus.

Tonight she has notified me that she is having an issue with her hearing. I am not certain what the issue is..I am trying to track her down for the details..please pray that whatever is causing her to be concerned tonight will disappear an her hearing will go back to normal. Music is such a key part of her life..Please pray.

I also heard Heather mention today that she wants to “Live like she is dying”…That is such a great song. May each and everyone of you…live for Jesus. may you strive to worship our Lord. May He bless your singing and may we procrastinate less…Live like you are dying>

We love you and God Bless.

P.S.- I will be spending the next couple of nights at the hospital with Heather so expect more regular updates on Twitter @flyingchristian and my Facebook.